A Simple Thing Called Love

The lessons you've been learning about love and relationships may have been difficult to learn, but they have enriched your life and brought you some mental clarity. More than ever before, you know what you want, what you need and (most importantly) what you will not put up with. Trust yourself, and know that you will be able to recognize a good opportunity -- and avoid a bad opportunity -- when it comes along. That little voice inside your head is the voice of truth.

have i ever mentioned how true friendster horoscopes are?
i've learnt my lesson abt relationships.
and it has indeed brought me mental clarity.
speaking of the voice..
when she was in class juz now, i swear i heard a voice inside me.
it didnt belong to me and it was trying hard to convince me.
it said "it's not love shamita."

15 April 2007

3:54 PM

001. real name: SHAMITA
002. nickname: PSYCHO, MISS SULPHUR
003. single or taken : TAKEN
004. zodiac sign : PISCES
005. male or female : FEMALE
006. elementary : SVPS
007. high : CGS
008. college : -
009. eye color : BLACK
010. hair color : BLACK WITH BROWN STREAKS
011. long or short hair : LONG
012. shoe size : 8
013. asthma? : NOPES
014. are you health freak : NOPES
015. height : 1.69M
016. do you have a crush on someone: YEAH
017. do you like yourself: I LOVE MYSELF!
018. piercings : 2
019. tattoos : NOPES
020. righty or lefty: RIGHTY

FIRSTS:

022. first surgery : NOT YET
023. first piercing : AGE OF 4
024. first best friend : SATHIA (;
025. first movie : CANT RMB
026. First sport you joined: NEVER JOINED SPORTS
027. first pet : UHM..
028. first vacation : MSIA
029. first concert : CANT RMB
030. first crush : SATHIA

CURRENTLY :

031. eating : BEN AND JERRY'S
032. drinking : NOTHING
033. i am : PSYCHO
034. listening to : TEEVEE
035. waiting for : BOYFRIEND TO COME BACK
036. wearing : SHORTS AND TEE

YOUR FUTURE :

037. want kids? : THINK SO
038. want to get married? : I GUESS
039. careers in mind? : MEDICINE

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE
SEX? :

040. lips or eyes?: BOTH
041. hugs or kisses : HUGS
042. shorter or taller : TALLER

043. romantic or spontaneous : BOTH
044. stomach or arms : STOMACH
045. sensitive or loud: SENSITIVE
046. hook-up or relationship: RELATIONSHIP

HAVE YOU EVER :
047. kissed a stranger : YES
048. lost glasses/contacts: YES
049. ran away from home : KIND OF
050. broken any bones : NOPES
051. broken someone's heart : HAHA, NUMEROUS TIMES
052. been arrested : NOPES
053. turned someone down : HAHA, YUPS
054. cried when someone died : YEAH
055. liked a friend : DUH

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
056. yourself: I THINK SO
057. miracles : NOT REALLY
058. love at first sight : NO WAY
059. heaven : PROBABLY
060. santa claus : NAH
061. fairies : YES, COZ IM ONE
062. kissing on the first date: NOPES, BUT I'VE DONE IT
063. angels : YES, HYDROGEN IS ONE

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

064. Is there one or more people you
want to be with right now?
YEAH
065. Is Superman really better than
Batman?
BOTH SUCK
066. Have you had more than one
boyfriend/girlfriend at the same time?
HA HA HA!

3:06 PM

so the boyfriend's away for the weekend. ):
i juz came back from lot1.
there is a huge hole in my pocket after buying a new watch.
its a nike watch.
mummy paid half the price.
gosh, it costs a bomb.
but its gorgeous.
havent started studying tdae.
did hmwk and all ystrdae.
did i mention abt friday?
i wanted to show everyone that i dont like Hydrogen anymore.
so when she was in class i didnt really look at her.
then i hid inside the toilet to see her walk past.
and when i came out, she hadnt gone in.
she was talking to shamini.
i cant believe i juz walked off larh.
i didnt even bother to ask shamini what they talked abt.
sucha good improvement.
then as i was abt to go off, i heard her voice.
she was gonna wash.
and you knw, that was the end of my act.
i juz cannot make it larh. lol.
so i didnt get the video afterall. ):
and after that was crezawards.
it was pretty boring this year.
but when paul came, i went mad.
i was screaming i think. hee. :D
okay larh, i wanna go search for pics of ayesha takia now.
might blog again later.

10 April 2007

9:17 PM

Today Did You-
-------------------

1. Talk to a boy/girl you like?
- yeah.

2. Learn anything new?
- yes.

3.Talked to an ex?
- uhm, nopes.

4.Miss someone?
- MY BOYFRIEND!

-Last Person Who-
------------------------

5.Laid in your bed?
- myself.

6. Made you cry?
- shd be Hydrogen.

7. You went to the movies with?
- cant rmb.

8. Went to the mall with you?
- dnoe larh.

9. You showered with?
- MY BOYFRIEND! kiddingg.

10. Made you laugh?
- Ponny.

11. Hugged you?
- MY BOIYFRIEND!

-General stuff-
-------------------

16. Favorite location?
- Library blk.

17.Tattoo?
- Nopes.

18. What are you most scared of this
second?
- cant complete hmwk.

19. Where do you want to get married?
- definitely not in a temple.

21. Does anyone like you?
- everyone does, haha.

22. Do you like being around people?
- i guess.

23.Have you ever cried?
- duhh.

24. Are you lonely right now?
- nope.

25. Song stuck in your head?
- that's when i love you.

26. Been on radio/TV?
- yups.

28. Ever liked someone who treated you
like crap?
- thats always the case.

30. what color shirt are you wearing
right now?
- white.

31. Name three things that you do every
day.
- see myself in the mirror, see myself in the mirror, see myself in the mirror.

32. How much cash do you have on you
right now?
- abt 20 bucks?

33. Are you bored?
- nopes.

38. What web site do you visit the
most?
- www.friendster.com

39. Do you have plants in your room?
- nopes.

41. Who was the last person to hug you?
- didnt i say MY BOYFRIEND?

-26 SECRETS-
---------------------

1.WHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT?

- secret larh.

2. WHERE WAS YOUR DEFAULT PICTURE
TAKEN?
- school.

4.WHAT'S YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP
STATUS?
- not answering. :/

5. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL
YOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN?

- yeah but i prob wont believe.

6. WHATS YOUR CURRENT MOOD?

- irritated?

7. WHATS YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSIONS?

- Paalbottle.

8. HOW ARE THINGS IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP?
- which relationship? (;

10. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND
CHANGE SOMETHING WOULD YOU?
- yeah. wouldnt wanna fall in love with anyone.

11. IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONE
DAY- WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
- orang utan!

12. EVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE?
- nopes. near rape experience, yeah man.

16. NAME SOMEONE WITH THE SAME B-DAY
AS YOU?
- vicky gurl, nivaash's sis

17. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A
LARGE AUDIENCE?
- nopes.

18. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE
ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX ?
- height i think.

19. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROM
STARBUCKS?
- dont usually go there.

20. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DRUNKEN WEEK?

- nopes.

21. DO YOU STILL WATCH KIDDY MOVIES OR
TV SHOWS?

- Sometimes.

24. DO YOU SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE?
- Yeah.

25. IS THERE SOMEONE ON YOUR MIND NOW?

- YES!!!

26. WHAT HURTS YOU AT THE MOMENT?

- nothing.

9:04 PM

tdae was tiring.
was busy the whole time during lessons so couldnt really see her.
after school, went to the usual place to at least see her c__.
but it wasnt there.
obviously it wouldnt be.
its not like she'll wait for me rite?
instead of the c__, i was greeted with a mineral water bottle.
thought she was the one who threw it away.
so i picked it up.
and yes, it was hers.
there was a paper inside.
silly me thought that Hydrogen left a note for me.
it was a receipt.
aiya, i dont give a damn anymore larh.
i need to do hmwk now coz i wanna watch man u match tnite.
or tmrw morn rather. -shrugs.

08 April 2007

4:49 PM

school tmrw..
am i sposed to be happy or sad?
i havent finished hmwk larh.
and guru is nice. (:

06 April 2007

9:08 PM

i cant stand him.
absolutely cant stand that loser.
i was being so nice to him.
asked him how he was and stuff.
i swear i didnt know what the hell i was thinking.
i mean, i told him to get lost.
then why do i hafta ask him how he is?
why shd it even matter to me, for god's sake.
and his replies really pissed me off.
his tone was so.. condescending. [gosh, sounds so SS]
it really brought me over the edge.
in fact, im still very pissed now.
i wanna unblock him at MSN and scream at him.
use all the vulgarities i know on him.
and faaiz is online.
oh abt faaiz.
he's this guy living arnd my area larh.
everytime i go to the shops nearby, i'll see him arnd.
he looks punjabi, but apparently he's not.
anw, ive always thought he looks good.
and surprise surprise, he finds my profile at Friendster.
and tada! he added me on Friendster and MSN.
so he's finally online now.
oh did i mention abt last night?
it was horrendous.
i was exhausted so i fell aslp. [thinking abt Hydrogen of course]
then close to midnight, mummy came back and woke me up.
i was so sleepy that i cant rmb what happened.
i only rmb going down the stairs.
i juz followed behind her as she walked.
then we went to Macs.
you knw, i was staggering coz i felt groggy.
and i was wearing black winnie the pooh pyjamas, my hair untied.
to be honest, i think i looked like a baby pontianak.
and guess who i saw at Macs?
Valentino.
what a way to meet the ex.
and it juz had to be the most handsome ex rite.
he smiled and i think i smiled too.
thats the end of the fairytale.
was watching the roma vs man u match at Macs.
Hydrogen was right larh.
the police using the baton on the United supporters was horrible.
i mean, some of them were bleeding so profusely. goodness.
coming back to the issue, im very unhappy.
okay, i shouldnt get impulsive man.
BUT IM SO DAMN UNHAPPY WITH THAT ************* LOSER.
I WISH I NEVER MET THAT *** ** * *****.
STUPID HAZIE, ALL YOUR FAULT.
ARGH!

05 April 2007

7:37 PM

tdae was terrible.
cramps were killing me man.
i was sitting down in the train all the way.
then cabbed to sch.
we were so freaking late tdae.
and then i was kinda scared during assembly.
Hydrogen was apparently "creating an image for herself" by scaring pple.
haha. but if you think abt it aft that, its kinda cool larh.
lessons were spent in pain.
ms azlin didnt come tdae. -rolls eyes.
i didnt really think abt the cramps larh.
i was eagerly anticipating the wash.
at 0315, i saw her at the usual place.
i didnt even wear my shoes man.
i sprinted to class, packed up and left.
by then, she left.
i was so sad man.
really really wanted to wash.
plus its hol tmrw.
called her and asked her abt it larh.
she had some work to do..
i wanted to complain and complain and let it all out.
but i didnt wanna bother her.
as much as i dont wanna disturb her, i think i shd think abt myself too.
i mean, how long am i gonna be living this way?
every weekend, i feel the pain and longing for her.
what the fck is wrong in msging/calling, you tell me.
haiz, its really pointless talking abt it larh.
for one, im never gonna pluck up the courage to tell her that.
and neither does she read my blog nowadays.
so its pointless.
anw, on a lighter note, i was taking several tests juz now.
and this one is so freaking true larh.
it really reflected a lot of things.
feel free to try it pple.

http://www.secret-loves.com/index.php?test=573481

till then, chaoz.

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